The Zennist

No escape from the virtual reality game?

Life is more like a journey into a vast virtual reality world.  Our body is the VR simulator (avatar) and we are mysteriously unified with it.  We can't distinguish the simulator character from our real self.  In this modern day and age most everyone assumes that the simulator is their self and when the simulator gets old and breaks down and eventually doesn't work they will also cease but this is not what happens.  Not according to Buddhism and of course Zen.

For me in a strange and beautiful way T.S. Eliot explains the path of Buddhism in these lines from his poem, Little Gidding.

And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.

The Buddha knows that our exploring is taking place in an illusory world, a world today many would call a virtual reality game.  This virtual reality game is completely heuristic.  It serves only as an aid to discovering who we really are.  In other words, we are not who we imagine we are.  Our simulator character that passed through our mother’s birth canal is not who we are.

All that we know has become the game.  We can't see any escape from it.  By clever cultural diversions we are forbidden to speculate that there is a possible escape from this game.  But Buddhism doesn't agree with this.  In fact, we could even say it is the means by which to escape this virtual reality game, taking it to its limit then leaping beyond.

In the example of Hakuin 慧鶴, we suddenly converge with the absolute from where we originally started exploring the illusion long ago.  Yes, we intuit it.   

It is still ineffable and unknowable in the usual sense, but we have finally arrived.  We have reached a mysterious place where both perceiver and the perceived have been transcended suddenly, and all at once.

With the years we have left we come to understand how we became entrapped in something like a virtual reality game where the simulator was the human body of birth and death.  We also became aware of how we wrongly identified our true self with the simulator.

In addition, we also learned how desire for the simulator eventually lead to pain and suffering.  It is like we became intoxicated.  We couldn't get enough of the game.  Then the simulator began to break down.  We didn't know what we would do without it.  We just assumed that when it's ceased operating so would we.

Our passcode into this illusory world has always been consciousness which in Sanskrit is VIJÑĀNA.  It literally means in two parts knowing.  It is a kind of doubling of the one/eka like two mirrors facing each other.  What appears is always doubled (the product of the perceiver and the perceived).  It is not real (even the doubling is not real).  It is only an illusion that appears, not veridical reality.

Having entered the illusion with our passcode, becoming game players, our imagination is free to roam and choose any path it wishes.  At this point we are bound to the illusion:  we can see nothing else except appearances through a perceiver and the perceived combination which in our ignorance we are unable to transcend.

There is an underlying duality in our brain

There is an underlying duality in our brain between the left hemisphere and the right hemisphere.  While they tend to cooperate they can also not cooperate so that there exists an inharmonious tension between the two.  Needless to say, they both have their place:  one side leans towards the individual while the other side is towards the big picture that the individual dwells in. 

When the squirrel eats the acorn on my front lawn the squirrel also has to be aware of the hawk that could be circling overhead looking for a meal.  In other words, man's day-to-day life needs to be also aware of the big picture. 

Some big picture questions are:  Where is this life of mine going?  How do I know if I am on the right path?  Am I is really as smart as I think I am? 

There are many more such questions that arise from the big picture which relies on the right hemisphere of the brain.  We could even say for the religiously minded that the left hemisphere is oriented to the fleshy individual, whereas the right hemisphere is oriented to spirit or the divine.  It truly is Lord (S., Bhagavān) not the left hemisphere.

Leading a balanced life really means living a life where the left hemisphere has to be subordinate to the right hemisphere just like a ship must be subordinate to the direction of travel otherwise it will not get to its destination. 

Keeping with this, Buddhists have always subordinated the individual or left hemisphere of the brain to the Lord hemisphere or the right hemisphere.  The lodestar of the Buddhist is nirvana that is direct intuition of the unconditioned.  In so doing the Buddhist must also realize the perishable nature of the flesh; that it is suffering and there is no spirit to be found in it.

As history shows us, mankind is not all that interested in taking the right hemisphere seriously.  The pleasures of the flesh grab mankind's attention more.  In fact, mankind it seems is always trying to usurp the natural leadership of the right hemisphere, the Lord, that leads us to the other shore.

Welcome to the virtual reality simulation game called life

We might simplify the world down to raw information, just zeros (0) and ones (1).  This is duality (dvaya).  Still, it can offer us no clue as to its actual source.  Non-duality doesn’t mean very much in this situation either.  It can still be broken down to a string of binary numbers (01101110 01101111 01101110 00101101 01100100 01110101 01100001 01101100 01101001 01110100 01111001).

For the intuitionist this matter is not settled. The intuitionist knows there is something unspeakable which is the source of this binary code.  It transcends zeros and ones.  Let us not forget that Zen is the intuitional school of Buddhism.

The authentic Zennist also knows what transcends the binary nature of consciousness or in Sanskrit, vijñāna (lit. In two parts knowing).  No word or sentence is adequate to the source itself.  Yet, the source can be directly accessed by transcending the binary world reaching veridical reality itself.

If we imagine that our world is based on binary code we can also imagine that we can live in a virtual reality simulation (VRS) game from our birth to our death repeated countless times.  But we could also say that we are trapped in a VRS game called life.

From this we might understand that true religion only begins outside of the VRS game.  It transcends the zeros and ones.  It does not even begin in sacred books.  These books might be the result of intuition of what is actually outside of the VRS game which includes all the senses necessary to play it.  It is also outside of the player whose consciousness has found its way into the VRS game.  We are facing mystery that won't let us go until we have solved it.

In the big VR game of human existence we are all gamers

In Buddhism it would be consciousness (vijñāna) that connects the player with the virtual reality game in which the player is embodied in its avatar.  In the Mahānidāna Sutta (DN 15) the Buddha is telling Ananda that it is consciousness that connects us to the simulation (nāmarūpa) that begins in the mother's womb.

Not only does consciousness survive death but it is integral to the VR game we call human existence. The most dangerous part of this VR game of human existence is that true reality is hidden by the game and the players. It is very much like Case V in the collection of Mumon's koans (無門関):

“It's like a man up the tree, hanging from a branch by his mouth; his hands cannot grasp a branch, his feet won't reach a bough. Suppose there is another man under the tree who asks him, 'What is the meaning of Bodhidharma's coming from the west?' If he does not respond, he goes against the wish of the questioner. If he answers, he will lose his life. At such a time, how should he respond?”

We know nothing about the person before it took up the game of human life and became a player who, subsequently, became entangled and enamored with the alluring richness of the game.  Now the player is thrown into this crazy game from which there is seemingly no escape.  Even death will not liberate the player who will take up another avatar only to continue with the game.

Without a doubt, each of us is immersed in our human VR game.  But now we have VR games being created on a regular basis whereby we are playing VR games in an overarching human virtual reality game.  It’s a game that seems so real yet when we look at it, honestly, without a biased mind, it is not unlike our VR games of today.  But there is one problem, we cannot escape the overarching human VR game.  Keep in mind that death is no escape.  But the game is escapable if we follow the Buddhist teachings, but even this is difficult.

Is political correctness sneaking into the modern Buddhist Sangha?

The Sangha is not an enclave of politically correct people.  Nevertheless, political correctness seems to be sneaking into the modern Buddhist Sangha especially in heavy metropolitan areas.  Some have informed me they we're asked to renounce their political incorrectness before they could enter the temple!

But the Sangha of the triple-jewel refuge is not any of this.  It has nothing to do with politics or political correctness.  The first jewel is the Buddha.  It is the spiritual substance that lives within all of us.  The second jewel is Dharma.  It is spirit’s radiance that lives within the teaching.  The third jewel is the Sangha.  It is the remembrance of absolute spirit.

A true member of the Sangha is one who has come into actual contact with spirit.  He or she is in the lineage (gotra) of the Buddhas:  those who have fully awakened to this supreme spirit.

Buddhism, with its nirvana, has always been a path of awakening to spirit which is unconditioned.  It is only by transcending the conditioned that we are saved from the cycles of birth and death.  It is an extraordinary moment in which the last vestige of conditionality is left behind.  At this point we truly enter the triple jewel Sangha.

The simulation game of birth and death

A neglected question in Buddhism, can death go beyond the reach of consciousness (vijñāna)?  The simple answer to this question is no.  Only the attainment of nirvana goes beyond consciousness so that the world of birth and death becomes an illusion for the enlightened ones.  It is similar to a person seeing waves and knowing that the waves are also water.

What overcomes the seeming ironclad reality of the world of birth and death is the very source of the intrinsic duality of consciousness which is non-dual (advaya).  In other words the basis of every duality is singular that is non-dual. 

We might say that we live in a binary, informational world of 0s & 1s, the source of which is unknown to us.  We might further speculate and say that it is unreal.  Nevertheless, we are still limited by consciousness which is the barrier we cannot pass through.  Death does not grant us freedom, only the continuation of the dual nature of consciousness (vijñāna) by which simulation appears.

Whatever reason there is for maintaining that death is final and there is nothing beyond it stems from a misunderstanding of what consciousness really is.  Without it no simulation is even possible. 

It is something like video simulation games in which real players engage with avatars who exist and operate in a simulation world.  Consciousness connects the players to their avatars in the game so that the player is inserted into the game through the avatar.  Overtime the player becomes more bonded and identified with their avatar.  

In the human simulation world, as strange as it seems, there are no players.  None to be found!  And if you've been so engaged with the day-to-day simulation you may not even recognize that you are a player deeply embodied in an avatar and even deny it.  Or you might think the avatar and the player are the same.

Back to consciousness, this is why the Buddha says of consciousness that it is like a magician’s illusion.

Taking a deep dive into "who am I?"

Self-awareness is not the same as direct reception of the absolute through intuition/gnosis which is the aim of Buddhism.  Self-awareness means being involved with one's daily mental life, most notably, their thoughts, feelings, and their imagination. 

Also it is a limited awareness.  It only concerns the individual:  the being that passed through its mother’s birth canal, to the being that will one day die.

Another way to look at self-awareness, it means understanding myself in such away that I am reasonably certain that I know who I am without being involved in a, strictly, first person perspective.  Such a perspective is very much like the mystics of old who immersed themselves in the seeking of transcendent knowledge; who were also hermits.

To seek enlightenment involves first person immersion.  First person immersion is not accomplished by being just self-aware, as strange as this may sound to the modern ear.  It is like a deep dive into "who am I" in which one even surpasses self-awareness. 

Ultimately it is accomplished by giving up even the first person perspective in a moment of absolute helplessness in which there seems to be no more path, while at the same time, absolute openness prevails.  This leads to the moment of satori when, unexpectedly, Mumon's barrier 関 is transcended.  Zen's mystery is solved.

Neither Buddha nor Christ were born

Looking at Christianity from a Buddhist perspective I see that Spirit (πνεῦμα) is never crucified.  Only the flesh that is painful passes away because it is intrinsically empty (illusion-like). 

Our passion (πάθημα) causes us to cling to the flesh so that we remain blind as to Spirit.  Christ, who transcends flesh, is beyond all passions.  The crucifixion is the wisdom that knows flesh is not Spirit (L., caro non est spiritus).

The true Cross, itself, is empty of all corporeal things.  It symbolizes transcendence of the flesh.  Jesus represents the mortality and pain of the flesh which in the final mystery vanishes so that only Spirit remains free of its former hiddenness.

In Buddhism, the Buddha represents the state of unconditioned Spirit that transcends all conditioned things.  Both the Buddha and Christ also represent the transcendence of time and space which is always conditioned. 

In a much deeper understanding, Spirit is undualized energy that is free from all dualizing patterns (e.g., observer in the observed).  Hence, it cannot be in any simulation, yet it retains the inherent capacity to receive and transcend all simulations operating in the universe.  This is what Buddhists call prajñāpāramitā in the sense of wisdom that transcends simulation which is never other than empty and illusory.

Whether we attach to the simulation out of desire or let go of the simulation so as, hopefully, to find a better one we, nevertheless, remain bound to it.  We never cease being crucified because we never awaken to our true nature.

The Buddha said: Ānanda and all of you should know that living beings, since the time without beginning, have been subject continuously to birth and death because they do not know the permanent True Mind whose substance is, by nature, pure and bright. They have relied on false thinking which is not Reality so that the wheel of̧ saṃsāra turns. ~ Śūraṅgama Sūtra

The way of every great downfall

Our transformation into a dystopian world, controlled exclusively by the left hemisphere of the brain, is already taking place.  But what is not realized is that this transformation is going against the right hemisphere of the brain which is better at leading the way. 

The left hemisphere always has a limited view of reality.  The right hemisphere leads the way because it knows that the map is not the territory.  At the same time it has a special ability to intuit what the real territory is.  Mystics like Siddhartha Gautama and Plotinus were driven by the right hemisphere to uncover the absolute: to know it firsthand. 

Unbeknownst to the average person, by their worship of technology, they have inadvertently become open to manipulation.  Their life education mainly concerns the left hemisphere of the brain.  Little do they realize that authentic leadership only comes from the right hemisphere which sees the big picture and truly knows what terra firma is. 

The average person only listens to false leaders who continually make excuses for their incompetence.  In this case, deception comes from the left hemisphere of the brain which constitutes much of our education and modern knowledge.  I hasten to add that brains can store wrong information. 

Those oriented predominantly to the left hemisphere of the brain are the techies and the virtue signalers who think it is necessary to impose a meritocracy.  They, naturally, will be the overseers.  This is who is paving our modern road which, ultimately, leads to dystopia.

Some of us have become the Cassandras fated with the gift of prophecy but never to be believed.  This is the way of every great downfall.  And then we have to contend with many false prophets.  From religious charlatans to political opportunists.

Supplemental reading.

Reifying the illusory

When I listened to the lyrics of Leonard Cohen’s song, A Thousand Kisses Deep, it suddenly came into my mind that this was about the reification of illusion.  Whether it's being in love with another or doing Tibetan Ngöndro 500,000 times or even sitting in zazen we are attempting to reify the illusory.

This almost automatic process of reification has no clue that it is building a prison wall that separates us from the absolute, that is, from our true self or Buddha nature.  The human being , you might say, lives in a kind of psychosis in which it has learned to over-value and turn illusion into a quasi-reality.

Buddhism intends, in a compassionate way, to throw the illusion back upon itself so that we pass through it by unexpectedly intuiting the ultimately real which is non-illusory.  Thus we discover our true nature or atman which is not the five skandha, namely, form, sensation, perception, volition, consciousness.

The Buddha states, unambiguously, that the five skandha are not the true self.  Still we cling to them which is the basis of suffering.  In our ignorance we know nothing other than these five skandha.  This leads me to say that Buddhists delude themselves when they believe that the Buddha taught the rejection of the true self.

In fact, it was Saccaka (Cūḷasaccaka Sutta) who postulated that the five skandha are the self.  This is what the Buddha rejected, the skandha cannot be the self since they are perishable and above all illusory.  Inadvertently, the Buddhist has thrown out the baby with the bathwater!